So the wedding turned out great. Sam and I were all over the place, but in the end it all pulled together. Our honeymoon went good as well, lots of time spent in the hot springs and in snow. And best of all, not only are we staying in the place we are at for more than a month (Which is huge since we've been moving every month since august), But I am starting my first ever job on Monday. It's full time, so I will always know exactly when my hours are, and I am starting at 10.50, which is perfectly great for me. It will be nice to be able to know that we can pay the bills (and maybe I can start saving and buying stuff for myself again)
I'm not really looking forward to waking up at 6:30 again, but hey, it's only for the first 4 weeks, then I'll start work at 2:30 in the afternoon. That will be nice, cause then I can sleep in somewhat, and I'll go to bed the same time I normally do anyway since I'll be getting off at 11:00. It's gonna be nice.
Now for the title. I have been extremely exhausted all week. I don't know if it is because of the stomach flu I had, or if it's from running around, but I am just so bloody tired. and the worst part about that is that the house really needs a deep cleaning before I start work, and I don't know if I'll be able to pull it off with how tired I am. I did go to see an APRN For my depression and Anxiety, mainly because I was tired of being put on mental drugs and told "Oh, you just havent been on them long enough". In reality, I'm not going to take them long if they make me feel weird, because then there is a risk of permanent brain damage. So anyway, this lady is different. She took my blood- a LOT of it - and told me that my organs are running fine, My Red blood cell count is high, and that I have a high amount of copper, or Hystamines. I guess that's the reason I've been having ringing in my ears, which to me is weird, but I was like over twice the normal amount of hystemines, so I guess that would explain a lot. I am also low on vitamin b-12, and I learned that there are two kinds of vitamin b-12. There is the unmetabolized, which is the normal vitamin everyone takes, then there is the metabolized. My body doesn't metabolize B-12 like it is supposed to, so I am lacking in the metabolized b-12 vitamin. Hence why I am always so tired, and why I am "lazy".
Another thing is that I am low in Progesterone, which I guess is the body's natural anti anxiety hormone. hence why I am always so anxious. But with that all said, she's going to be raising all of that so that it is a normal amount. I'm excited to be taking things that will be natural for my body, because there shouldn't be any negative effects associated with that.
But anywho with all that said, I need to lie down @.@ I'm exhausted.