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It feels good to feel fake
smiling and laughing
when really
you don't feel a thing
one's heart
has turned to stone
and you love it
no more pointless caring
no more broken hearts
broken dreams
block out the world
and put on a mask
It's you're time to shine
become the best
forget the rest
smiling and laughing
when really
you don't feel a thing
one's heart
has turned to stone
and you love it
no more pointless caring
no more broken hearts
broken dreams
block out the world
and put on a mask
It's you're time to shine
become the best
forget the rest
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...In the past year, I have lost more friends that I can count. Some reasons were mine and mine alone, some were issues I should've never been involved in. It's gotten to the point where I just... can't bother to care anymore. Right now I think I'm going through a point in life where my beliefs and morals are becoming set in stone, and if someone can't respect that then they can go fly a turkey, for lack of a better word. It's like I've been living my life for the past few weeks trying to pretend like I don't feel. people just keep dropping out of my life like flies... and I could care less. 'Cause in all honesty... I should be allowed to have a voice, when I have none. people complain about this and that, then they do the things that cause whatever the problem is. I try to tell them, but it falls on deaf ears. Maybe that's why I want to be famous, is so that people will give a damn about what I have to say.
Sorry for that small rant. back to reading.
...In the past year, I have lost more friends that I can count. Some reasons were mine and mine alone, some were issues I should've never been involved in. It's gotten to the point where I just... can't bother to care anymore. Right now I think I'm going through a point in life where my beliefs and morals are becoming set in stone, and if someone can't respect that then they can go fly a turkey, for lack of a better word. It's like I've been living my life for the past few weeks trying to pretend like I don't feel. people just keep dropping out of my life like flies... and I could care less. 'Cause in all honesty... I should be allowed to have a voice, when I have none. people complain about this and that, then they do the things that cause whatever the problem is. I try to tell them, but it falls on deaf ears. Maybe that's why I want to be famous, is so that people will give a damn about what I have to say.
Sorry for that small rant. back to reading.
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Interesting poem. A different perspective on having a facade. Unless being happy about it is a facade too...
But you do what you have to do sis. I guess we go through stuff in life and learn how to deal with others and ourselves and such. I support you though. I just want things to go well for you. As for people...it's good to use your voice nothing wrong with using it, but if they don't want to listen then don't fret about them. I learn most aren't going to listen or try to make things better they just continue doing whatever and what have you. Hmm it is sad that it takes being popular or famous for most to listen, but being famous and such does come with a heavy price as well.
Have fun reading. *huggles*
But you do what you have to do sis. I guess we go through stuff in life and learn how to deal with others and ourselves and such. I support you though. I just want things to go well for you. As for people...it's good to use your voice nothing wrong with using it, but if they don't want to listen then don't fret about them. I learn most aren't going to listen or try to make things better they just continue doing whatever and what have you. Hmm it is sad that it takes being popular or famous for most to listen, but being famous and such does come with a heavy price as well.
Have fun reading. *huggles*